My Experience

My Most Sadly Experience

           First, thank you for visiting my blog guys, I hope my blog can be useful for you and others. In this opportunity I want to tell you about my most unforgettable sadly experiences. Yap, the experience is “my daddy last day”. It happened at December 28^th,2016, 4 days before 2017 new year celebrations. It was surprised not only me and my family but also my big family, neighborhood and many people who knowed well my dad. Until now I still not believed that my dad have leave us forever. But me as only son in my family must strong to support my family so my dad can rest in peace in Jannah (heaven).

           Since I studied in college my dad already stopped his business because of his sickness. Then several months before final test of first semester, my dad frequently treated at hospital because his condition more badly than before. But a week before his last day my dad looked more healthy so my family and I thought that he would be okay and survived from his sickness.

           One day my dad treated at hospital again, but he looked well, so we didn’t know at the next day he will leave us forever. My family and I were at his side until the middle of night. Then he said to me “ Ferryan, just go home its already midnight, you have a class tomorrow, I’m okay here with your mom.”. Then my sisters and I went to home and took a rest for the next day.

         At the next day mom called me by phone at 06.00 a’clock in the morning to go to hospital because my dad has loss his consciousness. I told my sisters too. At that panic situation I drove my motorcycle so fast, the rpm showed 80 to 100 km/h. I want to meet my dad for the last time, that was what I only thinking about at that time. Arrived at hospital, I ran to my dad’s room, yeah my mom true he already loss his consciousness, I saw it by myself until he truly left us. My mom, my sisters and I cried so hard and did apologize to him at that moment. But I am happy because he doesn’t have to fight his sickness anymore. He is a brave, handsome, funny and creative dad. Lucky to have a multitalented dad like him and I feel really lucky because I can accompany him until his grave.

           Now I just want him to know that he doesn’t have to worry about me and our family, because I will take care of them now, they are my responsibility and my priority. Anyone who knowed him well surely remembered how kind he is.

          We as living things must trust that everything lives will surely die and we have to prepare ourselves before that time. That is my most sadly experience, thanks for reading, see you next time.

           

Photo of my family at Eid Mubarak  2016 celebration.